Downpour in the heart

We always smile, we always laugh, but then we cry a lot too.

I miss the smile that touch our eyes.

When words cannot define how we feel, when the emotion is too overwhelming, sometimes we just crawl back to the dark corner that we had tried so hard to move away from. 

Suddenly I remember what Jodi said before, we lost our keys, we lost our hopes, we lost our will. I think I've lost myself, only that I know exactly where I am.